I'm still struggling with how I feel about myself and my school work. I know I'm not failing, but the stress makes me wonder if this is worth it in the end. I have highs and lows throughout the day and it's rather crazy when I can be happily talking to people in my class, but be on the verge of crying when I'm commuting home.


Am I happy? No, I am not. I think it's cause I don't feel like I'm in control of things. I still feel depressed more often than not. I worry about getting that internship I applied for this year.